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MENTALLY ILL PEOPLE GIVEN MEDICATIONS USED TO CHEMICALLY CASTRATE SEX OFFENDERS

STOPPING MEDICATION SUDDENLY IS DANGEROUS. CONSULT A DOCTOR BEFORE STOPPING ANY MEDICATION AND HAVE ALTERNATIVE TREATMENT ARRANGED.

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This article describes how SSRIs, probably the class of drugs most prescribed to treat depression and anxiety are also given to pedophiles and deviants. The given reason for the medicating of these freaks is that it affects their way of thinking and therefore decreases their likelihood of reoffending. Anyone who has experienced ssris or other psychotropics will tell you that the given reason probably isn’t the only reason. They are given these drugs because of how it will affect their sexual functioning; I have no problem with this but people who aren’t in the above categories, such as innocent, decent and naive people, who are suffering from mental illness, should not be taking these drugs; or they should be, at least properly informed of the true extent of the side effects of psychotropics: http://www.guardian.co.uk/society/2013/jan/18/chemical-castration-soft-option-sex-offenders?INTCMP=SRCH

http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.1743-6109.2007.00630.x/abstract

Are you depressed and/or anxious? Do you feel alone? Well if you are don’t worry, your troubles are over because the intellectual whores that are doctors, psychiatrists and folks working in the pharma industry have the solution. Inducing permanent sexual dysfunction and a whole host of other permanent side effects by taking psychotropic medication. Welcome to hell.

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SIDE EFFECTS, NOT ME!

STOPPING MEDICATION SUDDENLY IS DANGEROUS. CONSULT A DOCTOR BEFORE STOPPING ANY MEDICATION AND HAVE ALTERNATIVE TREATMENT ARRANGED.

http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.1743-6109.2007.00630.x/abstract

If the amount of people reading this blog continues at the paltry rate it’s at now, even at that rate, inevitably someone is going to point out that a lot of my side effects are symptoms of depression. This is not the case as none of the side effects were present before taking antidepressants. I also must reiterate that I have a healthy lifestyle, no underlying medical condition and that ALL THESE COMPLAINTS ONLY APPEARED WHILE ON ANTIDEPRESSANTS.

The following is a list of the side effects:

  • stomach ache
  • diarrhea
  • significantly disturbed sleep pattern – PERSISTING
  • feeling weak and easily fatigued
  • erectile dysfunction – PERSISTING
  • paranoia
  • irritability
  • anger
  • emotional numbness – PERSISTING
  • negative effect on hand to eye co-ordination and fine motor movement
  • weight loss
  • poor concentration – PERSISTING

So if you are thinking of taking or have just begun to take antidepressants or any other psychotropic med, I promise you, there will be pain and you will regret taking it for the rest of your life.

The end of the world, the only way out

STOPPING MEDICATION SUDDENLY IS DANGEROUS. CONSULT A DOCTOR BEFORE STOPPING ANY MEDICATION AND HAVE ALTERNATIVE TREATMENT ARRANGED.

http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.1743-6109.2007.00630.x/abstract

I have heard it said that around the time of the end of the world or apocalypse, whether it be natural or supernatural, that the living will envy the dead because of the suffering they will experience. As I write this, there is no type of apocalypse happening on planet earth but it is the end of the world for me and undoubtedly for many more around the world suffering in many different ways.

This is where taking antidepressants has brought me to. I feel that when I took those medications I was preyed upon and I realize now that people prey on people all the time, everywhere. Of course that is obvious but sometimes it can be hard to realize and accept, especially in a well off country where usually people don’t get a serious dose of reality and judgement can be clouded by media, culture, art, etc.
I have been off the medication for almost 4 years and I have not improved. Aside from chronic sexual dysfunction I also have severely disrupted sleep patterns, unable to sleep for more than 3 hours at a time, difficulty concentrating, learning anything new and memorizing. I was duped into paying money for pills because I was unhappy and insecure. I was trying to buy happiness. I could not help it, it was my upbringing and life to that point that steered me to the evil clutch of psychiatry and the pharmaceutical industry.
I felt angry and still do about what has happened. I feel despairing and suicidal, especially since the start of 2012. I thought I wasn’t serious about the suicide, until a few months ago I realized something.
I realize now that I envy the dead and bizzarely I envy the dead who had ‘better’ predators than me. Let me explain what I mean by ‘better’. The pills I took have destroyed my life but I am still alive. If they had killed me, I wouldn’t be in the living hell I’m now in. I am however still alive and faced with two choices, continue on living my miserable, shameful life as a going nowhere semi-castrate, semi-lobotomized freak for decades to come or kill myself.
This is why I now envy dead people and even some people who were murdered because when they were preyed upon, that was it and they weren’t left to hang around and choose between having a terrible quality of life or commit suicide. An example of what I mean was recently I was watching a fictional tv show. It was a crime drama in an urban setting. In one scene a hitman murdered two people by shooting them. It was something to do with the drug trade. The hitman obviously was the predator and the victims the prey. The hitman killed the people for money to survive just like animals hunt other animals to survive. I envied the murdered people because it was all over in a flash for them. They had a better predator than me, by better I don’t mean nicer or anything like that but they died easier than I will. Even though the example is fictional, obviously there are countless real examples, I just can’t think of any off the top of my head.
I now truly envy the dead, it is the end of the world for me. I cannot and will not live on like this.

Anxiety and depression vs insecure and dull‏

STOPPING MEDICATION SUDDENLY IS DANGEROUS. CONSULT A DOCTOR BEFORE STOPPING ANY MEDICATION AND HAVE ALTERNATIVE TREATMENT ARRANGED.
“Do I have anxiety?”, “Do I have depression?”. These questions are being asked by people more often in the present day than they were in times past. If you type these questions into a search engine you will undoubtedly get a lot of directly related results. You will come across them in magazines, hear them on television as well as radio. From my point of view it usually seems that these questions, or any similar and related ones are asked by a younger generation.
The reason for this is because society has been lead to accept as truth that ‘mental illness is an illness like any other’. So now people are asking do they have conditions such as ‘anxiety’ and ‘depression’ and talking  about these states like they are something separate from themselves and their personality, like a virus or physical disease, say for example, Crohns disease or flu. This is a very controversial topic and a lot of people vehemently deny that what we call ‘mental illness’ is an illness like any other.I do believe that for some people there is perhaps a physical cause in the brain and/or body for ‘mental illness’ but I believe for most that it is down to experience and can be dealt with without medication. I believe this despite my horrendous experience with antidepressants, doctors and psychiatrists. However I also believe that there is an over diagnosis of these conditions around the world and that in the case of diagnosis the available treatment could be better.One demographic in my opinion, from my observation that is a huge market for antidepressants is young men in the developed world. Life has certainly gotten easier for this group over the generations but it has changed a lot too. There are pressures on young men. Pressure to do well at education, get a good career, etc, etc. So, take a young man in this position, stressed out, factor in being single, celibate and the insecurity of youth and you have a prime target to get hooked on antidepressants.
In fact if this sounds like you, or you are a type of person who is likely to be prescribed medication, this is what you and others are described as by drug companies and there advertising and marketing people.
You are the target demographic, you are a target. This term sounds harmless when talking about selling other products such as cars, after all people want and need cars. When talking about selling defective, addictive products to weak, vulnerable people it  takes on a different meaning and gives a different feeling. You realize the target demographic are prey.
A vulnerable person will visit his doctor and/or psychiatrist and be told they are anxious and depressed, that they have a chemical imbalance but it can be treated with medication. That’s how it begins and gets worse from there. Any complaints of side effects are brushed away and dismissed as signs of the ‘illness’. People end up staying on antidepressants for years  believing that it is fine to do this. As someone who has experienced the horrors of antidepressants I could not recommend them and certainly not as a type of maintenance medication.
When the typical young man who goes to the health care professionals initially meets them, that meeting will usually be only a few minutes and will always end with a prescription. The doctor or whoever won’t ask about diet or lifestyle, if this sounds wrong I can guarantee you most people on meds can describe the same experience.
So being overweight, sedentary, not making efforts to socialize, exercise and in general not challenging yourself mentally and physically has no bearing on how you’re feeling. Well obviously, I’m sorry, it does. This is my opinion, that a large proportion of people on antidepressants live unhealthily in all aspects. It’s so obvious to see this, for example the U.S. a country with a massive proportion of obese people also has masses on antidepressants. Coincidence, I think not.These people as I said before are prime targets for the drug companies, especially the young men. They become convinced that they cannot change because they have separated themselves from their feelings and have been led to believe they have a condition. They won’t make any effort to change because it’s like they’ve been hypnotized, they just accept it. They are told what they want to hear and that there is a solution in the form of a pill. They have anxiety and depression but actually they don’t they’re just dulled from modern life and insecure and it’s kind of ran out of control. These people don’t need medication they need guidance and someone to advise them and listen to them.

Where it all went wrong.

STOPPING MEDICATION SUDDENLY IS DANGEROUS. CONSULT A DOCTOR BEFORE STOPPING ANY MEDICATION AND HAVE ALTERNATIVE TREATMENT ARRANGED.

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http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.1743-6109.2007.00630.x/abstract

Hello, this is my blog about my experience with SSRI and SNRI antidepressants and how they have caused me to have permanent irreversible sexual dysfunction. The medications I  took were LEXAPRO(chemical name escitalopram) and EFEXOR ( chemical name venlafaxine).

In total I was on anti-depressants for about 2 years and 8 months. My life now because of taking anti-depressants is in ruins and I feel I am ready to die at 26 years of age. That may sound extreme but it is true. I am at a stage now where every day feels grueling and only the thought of death makes me feel happy, a way I never felt before anti-depressants. If I do go or not it would be some comfort to me if someone could hear my story first and maybe it might do some good.

Lexapro, which is its brand name was the first medication I was on. I started it about August 2006 and was on a dose of 10mg until about March 2007, after that I was on a dose of 5mg for about a month. I came to be on this medication after going to my doctor complaining of anxiety. I did have anxious thoughts and had been like this through secondary school and maybe I was kind of anxious as a child too. My doctor referred me to a psychiatric out-patient clinic. This was about June 2006 and I was 20 at the time.

So I went there and saw a psychiatrist. I had only just met the psychiatrist whose name I remember and she prescribed me the lexapro after asking a few questions. I refused the medication and asked could I see a psychologist and was told that this was not really an option. I kept asking about it during our meeting and finally she said she would arrange for me to see a psychologist. So I met the psychologist and it was beneficial but because of work and scheduling it didn’t really work. A few weeks later I was not feeling any better and on a follow up visit to the psychiatrist she again pushed the medication. This time I agreed as I felt this was all I could do. So I got something like a prescription from the psychiatrist and had to go back to my own doctor to get the proper one.
Then I got the lexapro, 10mg. I read the information leaflet that came with it. There were a whole load of side effects on the leaflet. One of them was sexual dysfunction. I noticed this but wasn’t too worried as it was listed only as a possible side effect (but really in the majority of men it’s definite). Lots of things are said to cause this for example alcohol and nicotine or even eating certain foods in excess. Usually if someone suffers from sexual dysfunction because of their lifestyle, they can easily reverse the effects by changing their ways. This is not the case when the condition is induced by antidepressants.
While taking the lexapro I really felt no better, in fact I felt a kind of miserable numbness permeating throughout my days. It was like I didn’t really enjoy different experiences as much as I used to, I never felt like this before the medication. I still felt anxious, but when I felt worried I just remembered that I was on it and thinking that made me feel safe and gave me a bit of a lift. It was just a placebo, it didn’t change my outlook, emotions or how I got through a day. The side effects were noticeable. I would be very tired a lot of the time, I had difficulty concentrating and if I missed the medication for a day I would feel awful, like nothing I had ever felt before anti-depressants. I also experienced terrible headaches and electric shock sensations up through my body to my head. These are known as brain zaps and are widely reported by people taking anti-depressants.

Apart from all these, sexual dysfunction was another side effect I experienced. I was seeing  a girl at the time and so I asked to stop lexapro because of this side effect. The psychiatrist halved my dose for a month, down to 5mg daily for that month and after that I was finished. I did this but the drop and then abrupt stop was too much and I felt terrible, worse than I had ever felt before. Soon I was back in my doctors office. I told him what was going on and he prescribed me efexor, 75mg daily. As soon as I got the prescription I felt great despite not having taken the pills, which I think shows that any reported good outcome is placebo. He assured me that the sexual side effects I was worried about would not continue on these new pills. He lied as venlafaxine is well known to produce noticeable sexual side effects.

It was now mid 2007 and I continued taking the pills and the psychiatrist recommended that I double my dose to 150mg. I agreed as I wasn’t sure what to do. The pills didn’t seem to make a difference and produced all the other side effects too. At the same time I started seeing a psychologist again. It was a different person this time and it really worked out. Getting through my days was not at all helped by the medication, I would still feel anxious and the miserable numb feeling was even more so but every visit to the psychologist gave me a lift and spurred me on and it really felt good to talk about past experiences which obviously were the cause of my troubles. I saw her for the rest of 2007 regularly and at the start of 2008. By the start of 2008 it had made a bit of a difference and I became more proactive. Around this time I got involved with a sports club and became really fit. This new lifestyle made me feel even better and I started eating better too which again helped. It was talking to the psychologist that had brought me this far and not the pills.
The lifestyle change really helped and had I known the effects of exercise and good diet as a teen I probably would never have gone to my doctor complaining of anxiety. These things were never recommended or even mentioned by the psychiatrists I saw. Around mid 2008 the dose was halved by my doctor at my request back down to 75mg. I felt things were going well and I was sick of the effects of the medication. Again in Autumn or maybe Winter of that year the dose was halved again to 37.5mg. At this time I started tapering off the drug of my own accord and by April 2009 I was off it.

Now I thought I could put all this pill popping behind me and get on with my life. I was now 23. Right up until I stopped even though I was feeling better I noticed that the pills were still having an effect on me, sexually. I reckoned that now I was off them, living a healthy lifestyle and above average fitness that soon the effects would disappear. So I continued on with life for the rest of 2009 not thinking about it but by Winter I noticed little improvement and even at the start of 2010 it was still the same. I then started to do a bit of reading online and found this isn’t uncommon, for the sexual side effects of anti-depressants to continue after cessation and be permanent. I have been to the doctor and have no underlying illness and I have no other symptoms. I don’t smoke or take any other drug now and rarely drink alcohol.

I am 100% sure the pills have done this to me, there is a name for this condition, it’s called ‘post ssri sexual dysfunction’. There’s even a wikipedia page on it, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Post-SSRI_sexual_dysfunction. This is what it has come to be known as by the people who are afflicted with it. People who have taken SNRIs  can also experience the same hell, as they are very similar to SSRIs.
After being off the pills now for 3 years I am resigned to the fact that I will never be the same again. I am now 26, single and obviously because of anti-depressants I will be for the rest of my life, however long that will be. What am I to do? People will wonder why I am single continuously, the shame of it is unbearable and I really feel like a freak.  My twenties, what should be the best years of my life have been ruined by these pills and I will never have a family or have a relationship again . So what am I to do now? How am I to make something of myself? How can I get up everyday and do something positive and be enthusiastic knowing this?
The reason I felt like I did was a combination of different things that happened to me growing up which I won’t go into. I would have been fine with a little guidance and by changing my lifestyle, which I did but it was too late by time I realized.
 If you are thinking of taking any kind of antidepressant and have been prescribed or recommended them, forget it. Once you take any kind of psychiatric medication you go down a road that there is no coming back from.